i have a dream... a song to sing...

I love dreaming...thinking things in detail...in real... but our present day situation hardly leaves us a scope to think for ourselves to nurture our thoughts to love life or to learn living life to the fullest... people these days are hardly left to realise their own souls.... to know more about their own minds...desires... hopes ... wishes... i do feel so clueless at times ... i did love painting thinking reading may be not to that high an extent but this way or the other v were all meant to study things.... i loved all pure forms of art...be it classical music... dancing... painting or reading novels...nurturing Rabi thakur's write ups... but are we all really allowed to run after our dreams...follow dem? fulfil dem

?? or even try to nourish them?? i suppose we all have our own pathways of thoughts loves interests...but Wat are we running after?? what will we get after spending so much of time on something that may be we wouldn't have opted taking up had v been given a second chance.... we are bestowed with one and one life as a human being... are we not even allowed to live it our way???
given a chance i would read up all Rabi thakur's poems... sing out all my favourite melodies one after the other ...out loud... paint my canvas with all my favourite hues... we all have so much to do... to think about to dream about to feel for ... but we hardly realise it and run for a common self-centered interest... i so want to come out of this monotonous way of thinking..i strongly feel no inventions creations art can actually develop in a world where all people think of n the same way dream alike and run after the same thing...
i so want to live my life the way i want! :/

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being human

.....well to start wid dis topic fcourse drives me into lot f controversies...but still just an attempt to check out how many f us actually gave it a thot.......thing is....how does it feel when u believe people...trust dem...tell dem everythng u wud not think bout telling odrs...and den getto hear dat d person u trusted actually was befooling u and making up things before u...just to knw everythng , dat u did not intend to tell him....i mean...s dis justified....many f us do it regularly...tell people thngs...make dem up...just to hear d story...but does dat at any point bump ur HUMANITY ??? is dis logical or ethical to practise??? aren't v losing our faith on humans(our species mates) dis way??? dis s d common question i would like to ask everybdy...